I Am A “Desperate American.” Dear Future President…

You may be the last president of my life. Because of that, please hear my story. I did everything right…everything everyone says you should do. I’m in a new class, a self-proclaimed “Desperate American.”

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The Pain of Aging

Each morning I wake and try to move my bones. Each day is more painful and I cry inside as I realize…this is the burden, the pain of age. All the world’s doctors, all the world’s meds, can’t put me together again. How long will I live like this?

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Sick Celebrity Worship

The older I get, the more I realize my youthful dreams of being somebody were very dangerous.  American celebrities and the groupies they attract worry me.  If we’re always wishing we were someone else, can we ever find happiness?
Many of us desperately want our “15 minutes of fame.”  Trust me…you don’t.  I’ve been a celebrity, a [...]

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I Have a Right To Be Alive. I Have a Right to Enjoy my Life.

A funny sort of breakthrough took place in my life yesterday. I quite suddenly arrived at the conclusion that I have a right to be alive and a right to enjoy my life.

It sounds silly, but for some reason I thought just the opposite for nearly 57 years. Where did that come from?

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Stayvations, and Tour Bus Hell

Tour Bus Hell:
Vacations with lots of people around (that I don’t know) is highly risky for me. As I age, I love the silence of life. Best of all…it is free.

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No More “Sucking in my Stomach”

Today I had lunch with a younger woman. She had a beautiful hard body. I stepped unsteadily out of my car in my heels. I then “sucked in my gut” so she wouldn’t think I was fat.

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