Today I had lunch with a younger woman. She had a beautiful hard body. I stepped unsteadily out of my car in my heels. I then “sucked in my gut” so she wouldn’t think I was fat.
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No More “Sucking in my Stomach”
Posted in Eating Disorders, Life Challenges, age, aging, tagged Add new tag, aging, fat, wisdom, Youth on August 19, 2008 | 1 Comment »
In His Words
Posted in Eating Disorders, Fashion, Poetry, tagged , Hairdo, Husband, love, Lover, Make-up on November 16, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Grow old with me.
Lay aside your years of make-up,
Hairdos,
The precious clothes
You wear, thinking to please me.
In time, in looser clothing,
I will find you, just you,
All I ever wanted.
Dead Fashion
Posted in Celebrity, Eating Disorders, Fashion, Poetry, tagged anorexia, bleached teeth, Celebrity, diet, Eating Disorders, Fashion, models, plastic surgery, self-hate, superstar on November 14, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I look in the mirror
And like what I see.
Gasp!
Good God, what’s happened to me?
All alluring models,
All sick-headed superstars,
Those with lucky genes,
Or skilled full-time surgeons,
All clicking cameras,
Popping flashes,
Red carpets,
White teeth that blind.
All spotlights on those
We deemed acceptable
On runway ramps
Bearing teenage vamps
Hard bodies
Slim fashion that did, in fact, kill.
All succeeded
Brick by brick, with criticism shrill
To build a castle [...]